today is the 2nd to last day of work for me. I've been so anxious to go and start my new life in Tel Aviv and I don't like or deal with goodbyes that well, so I've really just been wanting it to be over here.
I've also had a nagging guilty feeling that I'm leaving my job after six months and I think I've been preogecting my shitty feelings on everyone else and then thinking that they must be mad at me.
That's why I was so surprisd when they gave me a going away party today.
They called me into the main office at about 4:30 and everyone was in there with cake and drinks. It made me uncomfortably emotional even just standing there, so when people started speaking I sort of momentarily panicked.
I said a few words though and it was actually really nice in the end and felt like a good way to have closure. It was a good reminder of how sometimes by doing things i don't want to I'll actually be happy with how I feel afterwards.
Wednesday, July 18, 2007
Tuesday, July 17, 2007
2 more days
two more days and i am done at my current job. the next morning i'm going to sign the lease for my great apt in Tel Aviv.
Once again, things are falling into place for me. It's an amazing reminder of what can happen when you go for what you want and let go of the results.
So, no more Crytec and hello The Nation Traffic Ltd.
I really have a good feeling about this new job and I'm hoping I can grow there and stay for a few years.
I miss my family and friends at home and i can't wait until the next time I visit. It will have been so long.
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